Words are flowing out like endless rain into paper cup,

They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe.

Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,

Possessing and caressing me.

Jai guru de va om

Nothing's gonna change my world.

Nothing's gonna change my world.

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                                                                            lyric from "ACROSS THE UNIVERSE"--Beatles!!!

                                                                         （anyone knows what does "Jai guru de va om"mean? is it french?)

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What name you would like to have if you are a girl?

Today my classmates asked me the above question. I consider it really seriously lah. Since “I” have got a girl’s name before I was born: Xiao Meng, given by my grandparents of whoever lah. Then my classmates named me Mary. Actually I prefer Maria. (virgin maria???--!!!)   But the point is that it is said the name you give yourself as the opposite gender would be your ideal boyfriend’s or girlfriend’s name. however, I really have a preferred name to my partner. And I even don’t know how did I come up with this name! every thing should come up naturally, right?

What would come, would come

LA suffer aaaaaaaaa...

comprehension.....

 

The food I missed:

饺子（真正的饺子，无论什么馅，茴香，豆角，韭菜，津味素，胡萝卜羊肉，西葫羊肉，茄子，芹菜。。。），包子（真正的包子，无论什么馅），真正的小豆包，真正的粽子，豆腐脑，锅巴菜，果子，馃絣儿，煎饼果子，豆浆，素卷圈，馄饨，白吉馍，米饼夹鸡蛋，烧饼夹牛肉。

老抽炒辣子，西红柿焖饼，西红柿打卤面，西红柿牛肉打卤面，西红柿牛肉虾仁打卤面，西红柿茄子，西红柿鸡蛋汤，西红柿炒鸡蛋，西红柿洋白菜，烧茄子，干煸豆角，豆角炒肉，乱炖，清炖排骨，红烧排骨（+鸡蛋），辣白菜，红烧排骨+白菜+粉丝，油焖茄子，麻婆豆腐，海米菠菜，海米冬瓜，冬瓜羊肉丸子汤，虾酱鸡蛋，大饼夹鸡蛋，白虾米炒鸡蛋，红烧带鱼（+鱼汤儿豆腐），芝麻烧饼，麻酱烧饼，油酥烧饼，大饼，切面，手擀面，馒头，炸素丸子，炸鱼，饽饽，熬小鱼，两面儿发，白萝卜炖牛肉，酸菜汤，酸菜白肉，酸菜粉丝汤，虾皮萝卜汤，红烧牛肉，拌蛰头，果仁，素什锦，火锅，三鲜面，麻酱面，炸虾片,干煸豆角，豆角排骨粉丝，真正的叉烧肉，素盒子，馅饼，苜蓿肉，菠菜汤，兰州拉面，炒面，炒面片，面片汤，红烧塔抹鱼，辣椒洋白菜炒胡萝卜，洋白菜炒肉。。。

Friday night, I came out of the school after the Disney night through main gate, alone.

The performance was quite good, it inspired me to form my own band, although I am still consider to buy an organ.

  Back to point, I was nearly rush out of LT5 after that performance(air con inside). Guess what, I felt cold when I walk towards the main gate. Before that, I seldom walk outside at night. May be it was merely because the air con in LT5 was working so well. For 3 months, I haven’t had this kind of feeling: walking alone, cold, silent. It reminded me the feeling of spring and autumn in my hometown, Tianjin, China.

  I would like to consider Singapore as a non-season country. I wore the t-shirts and pants or shorts everyday. While in Tianjin, my hometown, she has FOUR SEASONS. Every few months, we need to change t-shirts into double or triple shirts, then sweaters, then coats.etc.

  I can still remember a few years ago, whenever I feel cold, mom or dad was always along my side. So I asked them, “Mom, I feel cold.” Then I expect an extra clothes in my schoolbag, or a warm hug. Here I was on the way walking back to the hostel, in Singapore. At one moment, I wish ed I could have mom along my side. But after a while, the warm climax dragged my mind back to the real world. Hey, it’s Singapore here, you would feel warm all the time.

  Warm? Or hot? Or whatever.****！ Yeah, I can feel it, with my body, but not my heart.

 

 

 

 

 

 

周五晚上，我看完迪斯尼之夜的演出后从学校正门往宿舍走。

演出还是很好看的，看完之后有种要组建自己的乐队的冲动，尽管我还在考虑要不要买一架电子琴。

看完演出，我是几乎跑着冲出LT5（演出的地点, 里面有空调）。你猜怎么着，我走向学校正门时感觉冷。 在这之前，我很少在晚上出来走路（宿舍有很多乱七八糟的规定）。也许只是因为LT5里的空调开的太足了吧。 在新加坡的这3个月来, 我都没有过这样的感觉：独自在晚上走，冷，四下无声。这让我想起了天津的春天和秋天。

我把新加坡看作是没有季节的地方，天天我就穿T恤，长裤或短裤。在天津，她有四季。每几个月，就要增减衣物。

我还记得，几年前只要我感觉冷，总有爸妈在身边。我就说：“妈妈，我冷。”然后总有衣服会给我，或者实在没有衣服在手边也会抱我一下，让我暖和些。现在我走在回宿舍的路上，在新加坡。有一瞬间，我希望妈妈就在身边。但是过了一会儿，温暖的新加坡气候又把我带回了现实的世界里。嘿，这里是新加坡，一年四季你都会感觉温暖的。

暖和？热？还是别的什么的都去nnnd！yeah, 我是感觉暖和，身体告诉我的，然而不是我的心。